小小部落格 ~

... That there is no need to obsess over a decision

2010-10-07T18:45:00.004+08:00

God has more store for us than we can ever predict,

and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best,

because our hidden aspirations know better

where we are going than our rational minds

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Have Faith in HIM

失望

2010-08-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

感失望
不想再对身边的人多说话

没必要
没有人会想要听
更觉得啰嗦

听到的都是敷衍的
心凉了

心灰意冷

Nice music >>> Wedding dress by Taeyang

2010-07-15T17:26:00.003+08:00

Tough !

2010-07-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

Tired of facing problem
Why don't everything go smoothly?
and easy to solve
Life is tough

曾经

2010-04-23T16:39:00.003+08:00

曾经有一个人你一上线就会去看他在不在
不在就一阵失落在又不敢打扰

曾经有一个人他的状态签名只要一换
你立刻胡思乱想揣测不安

曾经有一个人你总是忍不住去看他的空间
即使他什么新鲜事都没有

有一个人你一直在等他

他却忘记了你

曾经有一个人你真的好恨他
可是仔细一想你恨他什么
恨他放弃你么?

那不如恨自己~

曾经有一个人你以为他是你的永远
但是他却告诉你你只是他的过客

曾经有一个人你真的可以对他无条件付出
他却不稀罕对他来说你只是负担~

曾经有一个人你那么那么舍不得
他却那么随意洒脱不在乎

曾经有一个人教会你怎么去爱了
但是他却不爱你了

曾经有一个人你总说要放下他
却总是忍不住又拿回来回味

曾经有一个人你真的好想他快乐
所以你宁愿自己不快乐

有一个人离开他的时候你笑了
但是一转身早已泪流满面

曾经有一个人你好想大声告诉他
我真的好后悔爱上你了
因为你发现你真的是真的爱他
但是他不爱你了这就是事实

那个骄傲的你去哪里了？

删掉了MSN 一个人在电脑前流泪
删掉了电话号码一个人在窗前神伤
讽刺的是你早已把号码印在脑里。

希望大哭一场
允许自己再大哭一场后
以后再也不会期待
不会看他在不在线了
不会看他的空间了
不会期待他的信息和电话了
不会期待他会关心你

有那么一个人真的让你受伤了

记得那个人说过
“没有人失去了另一个人而活不下去。。。我不是你的唯一

，你也不是我的唯一。”

恩再见了

那么那么爱你的遗憾了。

值不值得都不要紧了。

重要的是
记得曾经有那么一个人爱错了你

现在我把爱情还给你那你把我的骄傲还给我好不好?

培根说过：

“爱情是很容易考验的。如果对方不以同样的爱情来回报你，那就是暗地里在轻蔑你。”

在爱情里，最在乎的一方，最后往往是输得最惨的。

假若爱一个人没有回应，与其乞讨爱情，不如骄傲地走开……

这样，至少，你还能赢得最后的尊重。

God wants me to know

2010-01-09T20:38:00.001+08:00

On this day of your life, Little, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.

The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

爱一人

2009-12-07T13:22:00.003+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Be confident to HIM

2009-10-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

No matter how tough the condition you face, remember that HIM will always be your guide

Happy moments, praise God

Diffilcult moments, seek God

Quiet moments, worship God

Painful moments, trust God

Every moment, thank God

LOVE

2009-10-04T20:08:00.013+08:00

Love is patient,

Love is kind.

LOVE

It does not envy,

It does not boast,

NEVER

It is not proud.

It is not rude,

FAILS

It is not self-seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil

But rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,

Always trusts,

Always hopes,

Always perseveres.

{ Corinthians II 13:4-8 }

2009-09-22T20:00:00.003+08:00

hoo~ time flew by so fast....it's september now
and what the hell i am still doing now?
still waiting for something that is IMPOSIBLE ?
= , = zzz....
it's been six months ....you should wake up by now ! man~

you should get up faster and strike forward on your studies
or else u'll lose in everything
became a LOSER.....stand up....and never give up easily except that IMPOSIBLE
be strong cause no one 'll help you.....remember it will turn green after a long red

funny (actually quite bored) afternoon

2009-09-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

LOL this afternoon's patriotic song's competition really funny.....i act quite stupid eh...><

altogether 10 classes involve in this competition...it was so bored man~
our class was so lucky to be the 1st to make the performance...so don't know why.. i always turn nervous....damn it...as everyone is practising... everything seems going right instead....

At the end, our class din get any prize even consolation prize also no...caused the organizer ony prepare for the 1st ,2nd and 3rd winner...another reason was because our class was preparing at the last minute.....sigh* this afternoon singing competition really sux...unfortunately i din't see the performance of the 1st,2nd and 3rd 's winner....which is 4s3...4s4...and 4s5

this is all for today.....i learned that " last minute can do nothing "

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2009-08-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

zzz.....feel like i lost my motion to study...can anyone please pray for me....

i din study any in this week !

omg wat i am doing ?!

Assembly......

2009-07-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

this morning's assembly, ony i felt better when i heard that BSMM's kawat kaki got the 1st....because during the sport's day....something has happened...nvm it's over...don't wanna talk 'bout it anymore...

anyway.....the happiest thing was that during today's 12 noon.....suddenly a teacher came in my class and guess what....she told us one of a student from Form 2L has suspected for H1N1.....my class then cheers up because school is going to close down...haha....and we got holidays for 1 week
Yeappy.....and after the news is spreaded out...a lot of people rush to the public phone to call their's parent to fetch them...cause school ended at 12.40 pm...

as i came out from the school and heading to the bus stop there,Ncs's sis tell me she couldn't find my sis.....i was like omg...not again... the thing that annoying me was that my sister....i don't know where was she going.....i walk here and there to find her , out the school and in the school again.....really tired and feel worry.....luckily found her finally....Thank You God !

无奈

2009-06-06T18:10:00.003+08:00

在每天的生活中
人们常常会遇到许多不如意的事

但又无可奈何
有时真的不知道要怎样面对
而一直想要逃避
以为只要逃避就没事了

其实不然
逃得了一日，逃不了一世
问题不但没解决
还让自己一直受身心灵的煎熬
难受哦~

我何尝不是如此
常常选择逃避
结果常梦到被坏人或妖怪追杀着
却怎么也逃不掉

type到这里就觉得很无奈
在别人的眼力
我像是一个拒人以千里之外的人
给人难接触的感觉
可是我能怎样 ?

A Nice Night

2009-06-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

哈哈，和家人一起出街感觉真的好好，享受天伦乐。
美里市的景色，在晚间显得格外迷人，有时间一定要偶尔出来逛逛。
昨晚，和家人去了刚装修好不久的 PARKSON 。 *欢呼*
爸爸把车驾上新的停车场，结果新停车场又窄又满，车子越绕越高，绕到最高一层，找个位置停了。。哇那里可以看到美里的夜景。。。很迷人哦。。。可是有惧高症的人。。看了真的会“脚软”哦

PARKSON 里面真的变了很多。。我差点迷路叻。。
讨厌的是遇到 SJ teacher < 母老虎 >

接着，我们去 BOULEVARD 那边的 UK funfair。。。看那些玩的人就觉得莫名的好笑，他们叫到很夸张。。还看到那个“ang mo”。。。

Anyway, yesterday's night really a nice day to me....Love it !

2009-05-23T18:49:00.002+08:00

duckling now really wanna get the driving liscence....dammit wanna whizzz on the road .....dammit ! Arghhh
duckling hate to wait people to fetch ....so damn ....hatezzzzz!

诗歌

2009-05-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

Heal our world

2009-05-01T15:59:00.015+08:00

Do you feel that nowaday's weather is getting hotter and hotter, especially in the afternoon.....i feel like my skin is burning as i am walking under the sun, even though using the umbrella also cannot feel better

What if the earth became

1 degrees warmer, could just one degree change the world ?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_ZQRIsn2pA
2 degrees warmer: Ocean's life in danger
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-0_gDXqYeQ
3 degrees warmer: Heat waves fatalities
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rdLu7wiZOE
4 degrees warmer: great cities wash away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skFrR3g4BRQ
5 degrees warmer: Civilization collapses
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nRf2RTqANg
6 degrees warmer: Mass extinction?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8qmaAMK4cM

Have you known the consequences and thought what the causes are?.............
Anyway, all I want is to share a way to reduce the garbage on earth , something like recycle but a bit different.............It's making garbage ENZYME...........heard it before ?

Garbage enzyme is using the domestic waste such as...fruit's skin and deserted vegetables mix up with brown sugar solution and left it there for about three months or more than, then the enzyme is formed......Enzyme got 3 function which is decompose, combine and transform.During the green house effect, the enzyme can become ozone which can lower the earth's temperature.The ozone(O3)which produce through the transformation of starch and sugar can kill bacteria and reduce the exhaust gas and poisonous gas in order to reach the effect of environmental protection.

Here is some picture
This " tong " got too many type of things...normally only up to 2 type such as orange skin, lemon flesh or skin...... otherwise it'll smell not good

This one is on the half way to become enzyme.....looks a bit disgusting.....

The following is detailed information in chinese

制做环保酵素（垃圾酵素）
Garbage Enzyme

制做环保垃圾酵素的比率和做法:
~Ratio~
黑糖/黄糖 : 菜渣/果皮 : 水 = 1 kg : 3 kg : 10 litre

~Procedure~
1.准备一个封密盖口的朔胶容器。不要使用 glass or metal 无法膨胀的容器。
2.加入适当比率的水和黄糖/黑糖顺时方向搅均。
3.然后加入厨房鲜垃圾(水果皮,准备丢掉的蔬菜或植物。

4.需留10份之3的空间让它发酵,把容器盖紧。
5.它发酵期间会有气体产生,如果使用窄口的容器,记得偶尔要扭松瓶盖(因为发酵时会膨胀)不然会爆掉,听到"qi"一声,就可以关紧了。如果是宽口的容器就不必了,因为气体会自然被挤出。

6.需让糖水盖过垃圾。
7.要发酵至少三个月。能发酵越久越好，不会过期。
8.酿制完后的垃圾渣可以拿来晒干，搅碎后埋在土里作肥料，或者继续留放在缸底和下次的鲜垃圾再次酿制垃圾酵素。

自制环保酵素注事项
1.垃圾液应该呈棕黄色，有橘子般的刺激气昧。
2.如果液体呈现黑色，即是腐败不成功了。只须加入同样分量的黑糖，重新发酵即可。
3.如发现苍蝇卵，不必担心也不用对它进行处理。这因酿制过程的化学反应会把它处理掉。
4.做好的环保酵素应置放于空气流通、阴凉的地方，避免阳光直接照射。
5.如桶内表面有一层白色/黑色/棕色微生物等,不用将它处理,让它继续发酵。
6.使用蔬菜水果的厨馀而不使用鱼、肉等厨馀，是为了使制作出来的酵素味道比较清新。如果希望制作出来的酵素有较好的气味，可于制作过程中加入橘子皮、柠檬皮及班兰叶等气味较好的蔬菜果皮。
7.若一时无法搜集到这么大量的鲜垃圾，可陆续加入鲜垃圾，3个月的期限由最后一次加入鲜垃圾那天算起。
8.制作过程中可加入与黑糖同样比例的菌母，加速发酵过程。（菌母又称为菌精，可在有机店买到。）

垃圾酵素的用法
1.酵素加水稀释后会更强。
2.酵素肥料1酵素: 100cc水
3.酵素杀虫剂(昆虫) 1酵素: 1,000cc水
4.酵素空气清新剂1酵素: 200cc水
5.种植、栽培花草、水果1酵素: 500cc水

6.消毒用1酵素: 500cc水

7.洗髪液，沐浴露，洗衣液，洗碗用: 1酵素: 1洗洁液: 10水

你知道嗎？
製作概念來自大自然“垃圾酵素”的創始人是來自泰國的樂素昆博士，他製作酵素概念是來自大自然的森林；森林能青蔥茂盛成長，是因為掉下的樹葉、水果等埋在土地下多年，慢慢形成了自然的化肥酵素，進而提供樹木豐富的養分。

自製的環保酵素結構是蛋白質，而蛋白質含有氧、維它命、礦物質及初期荷蒙，生產過程不含化學合成物，釀製時能統一體中，構成具有多元功能的酵素，可抑制有害微生物。

垃圾酵素一旦流入河流，可將水中的細菌殺死；酵素的3項功能是分解、組合與轉化，在溫室效應中，酵素可變成臭氧，降低地球的溫度。透過澱粉和糖轉化出的酸性物質中所得的臭氧（O3）有殺菌功能，能減少空氣中的廢氣和毒氣，達到環保效果。

注定失去的拥有

2009-04-16T15:47:00.005+08:00

感觉
在一种潜移默化的情绪转变之下
悄悄地浮现了
因为欣赏
所以喜欢上了
也因为崇拜
所以喜欢了

暧昧
在一股淡淡的暗恋心情催促之下
渐渐地互动了
因为喜欢
所以互相亲近
也因为引力
所以互相亲近

爱情
在一些情谊片段的日积月累之下
慢慢地滋生了
因为喜欢
所以决定爱上
也因为亲近
所以才会爱上

可是日子久了
曾经熟悉的感觉就会模糊
就像一个年迈的老人
记忆随着年龄慢慢地衰退
感觉被遗忘了
爱情就不再存在
失恋的人们
也是失忆的老人
这就是为什么
失恋的人们最后都成为陌路人
一步步渐行渐远

一场即将夺走记忆的病痛诊疗
要么牺牲余生的生命
要么舍弃昔日回忆
选择只有一个
这时候你会怎么抉择
一段注定要失去拥有权的爱情
要么痛苦坚持相守
要么放手成全他
这时候你又会做怎么样的选择

人生有太多的选择题
但却没有一个最完整最理想的答案与结果
每一个选择题
你的决定都注定让你失去一些东西
没有反驳狡辩的余地
友情或爱情
爱情或亲情

爱情或面包
家庭或事业

金钱或尊严
选择永远只有一个
并注定要失去另外一个拥有

爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后的温柔
是因为我太爱你了
爱你让我超越自己的极限和想象

有时候我在想
我们是否了解对方的心
要的是什么
模糊的猜想
美好的预想
这
难道就能让我忘记你吗

事到如今
终于让自己属于自己
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

Never knew i was losing you

2009-03-23T17:31:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling so alone now tonight
Even though you're here by my side
Is there something on your mind
From the world you'd left behind

I feel as if the loved shared before
Doesn't wanna be here no more
And if there's something on your mind
There's never been a better time
To tell me

Do you love me
Still wanting me
Like I need you, oh

There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
But I never knew I was losing you

I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind

Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
And when there's something on my mind
I will always find the time
To tell you
I still love you
Still wanting you
How I need you, oh

There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you

It's not for the first time
That someone else has hurt me
By faking it too long
Where did we go wrong, yeah

There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you

Fish Market ~

2009-03-15T14:44:00.004+08:00

phew 一个星期的假期终于来了，一定要好好给自己放松下，
所以
今早就和爸妈去鱼市买鱼，顺便向他们学习要怎样看鱼的新鲜

哇！那里的鱼腥真是有够臭的，幸亏我耐得住，不然真的会想吐，更离谱的是鱼市旁边是一座庙，鱼腥加上烧香的味道，真的有点奇妙 lol

就这样在里面绕了几圈，只买了一袋虾因为其他的不满意，就匆匆走出去“换”气，可是衣服好像被鱼腥味附身了，还是会嗅到臭臭的味道。。。。。sienzz

考试制度换了！

2009-03-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

今年学校的考试制度换了。。。让我变得更有压力
sienzzz...topical test...mid semester exam...semester exam........
去年好像是5，6月才考semester exam 现在才3月就要考一个叫
mid semester的。。。累！

跟着，老师给的功课又超多的。。。在学校从早上上课到下午，
回到家都3.30pm 了。回到家又要做功课，温习。。。娱乐都快没了

再加上今年上了Form 4 要应付大约10多科的课。。。我要晕了
去年只要应付8科。。。酱而已。。。还过得去

难到学校不知道，做学生的很有压力吗 ! ?酱子很可能导至反效果叻！

小小部落格 ~

... That there is no need to obsess over a decision

失望

Nice music >>> Wedding dress by Taeyang

Tough !

曾经

God wants me to know

爱一人

Be confident to HIM

LOVE

funny (actually quite bored) afternoon

= =

Assembly......

无奈

A Nice Night

诗歌

Heal our world

注定失去的拥有

Never knew i was losing you

Fish Market ~

考试制度换了 ！

考试制度换了！